I lost you and I was extremely heartbroken. I wanted and needed you for forever. I felt so dead inside when we got together and you breathed a new life into me. I hadn’t ever been that happy in my whole life. We were pretty different in character but we got along like two best friends. You continued to be there for me in everything I struggled through. I couldn’t understand why you would leave that way, or why they made you feel more loved because I tried so hard to be the best girl of you’re whole life. Everyone saw it, and knew it…even you knew it, but why did you forget. I started to cry and I could feel my heart shattering into infinite pieces.
Then I woke up.
And those infinite pieces of my broken heart snapped back together because it wasn’t real. You’re still here, and you’re still mine. You’re still my whole world, and I can still hug you.
But I’ll hug you extra tighter today.
being in love is hard bc u wanna b with them ALL THE TIME but u cant bc u r both yr own people and u need distance to keep from codependence which will ultimately smother yr relationship but ya i wana b at his side all the time and share everything w him and it is v weird and v foreign and v v v scary
It’s been almost nine months and I’m still racking my brain trying to figure out love. In some sense I can feel it because I know that I care about him so much. But I can’t seem to admit it to myself or anyone else. I just feel lost.
If someone cheats on you they do not love you, remember that. If someone cheats on you they do not care about you as much as they say they do. If someone cheats on you it means that for a split second you were off their mind long enough for them to put another person in arms that should only be for you. If someone cheats on you, dear god, I hope you don’t go back to them because you are worth so much more than that.
It hurts the most when I think about my day and you weren’t the one making me smile.
It hurts the most when I don’t feel like telling you good night because the night hasn’t been good.
It hurts the most when I have to be alone and all I want is to hug you.